OUCH!

Wow.
Um. It's been a long time since I updated this thing. Sorry about that. I have had a lot of things going on.

Also....I kinda forgot that I had this blog.

Ooops.


I guess I will start from the end of this past summer and catch you up.

I was pretty miserable at my last job, luckily, I was able to get a new job at a new school in a new school district. I am back to working with children with disabilities and special needs. It is difficult at times and some days I don't love every single minute, but overall it is a much healthier environment and I am completely satisfied and content.

I have met a man who has absolutely and completely swept me off my feet. He is the love of my life and I can't believe how lucky and blessed I am. I am so thankful God sent him to me and has allowed me to have him in my life. He is patient and kind. He is a good, sweet, amazing man. He understands how I have been hurt in the past and loves me just the way I am. He has made my life so much better and fulfilling.

A few months ago, my chihuahua Bambi, got very sick. I really had to wake up and face the possiblity that she won't be with me forever. She is doing much better now, but I have got to remind myself that she won't always be around and be my baby. That pretty much broke my heart. She has been there for me through thick and thin. She has loved me unconditionally and never judged me. I will never understand people who don't love dogs.

I was in one of my very dear friends' wedding. She married the love of HER life. She had some crappy people bail on her and treat her badly around that time, but she stuck to her guns and did things her way and didn't buckle. I'm thankful that she allowed me to be a part of it.




 

I have been doing really well on my diet and exercise. I am down to 137 lbs. I only have 17 left to hit my goal weight. My boyfriend loves me the way I am but I am insistent that I need to get healthy and take care of myself.

OH! Also?? I am about to become an AUNT! I am so excited and so ready to love on and spoil this little baby ASAP!!!!!!!!!

 

I really can't remember the last time I had this much peace and felt this good about my life. Yes, there are aspects I still want to change. I want to get back in school and finish my degree, I want to travel, I don't want money to be so tight, I want to hit my goal weight and be healthy, and I want to keep up with this blog better!

I hope everyone is doing well and will read this and come back sometime. :)

Lots of Love,

T